Super Mom, Super Wife, Super Tired. That’s what this T-Shirt for Moms says and that’s what I am feeling at the moment. That’s what I think I’ve tried to do. I’ve always tried my best to be a good mom and a good wife but some days, I’m just super tired like today. Must be due the April Fool effect.
I’m tired. It’s not easy trying to live up to the high expectations of your spouse. The man thinks I don’t support him, when the kids do not behave it’s always MY fault. I’m so tired, really tired. What about me? What about my own dreams and aspirations. I am very excited about a project I am working on at the moment but who cares about it? No one accept me. I am so excited about it I want to burst but the kids are too young to understand and when I show it to the man, he is not very interested as I had expected. He is more interested in me not spending too much time on it at the expense of the family.
Anyway, I don’t want to write about this too much. Writing negatively makes me think more negatively which only results in me being more upset which is why all my spaces online are positive ones. No ranting. I’m going to need some exercises to work off these bad feelings. In fact, I think I’m going to need to run a half marathon to work this one off.
No negatives. Only positives. So I’m going to forget about my Super Mom Tee and stick a 13.1 sticker on my current t-shirt instead to remind myself to work off the negative vibes.
Mother’s Day is coming soon. I’m not expecting anything from the family. The kids are always still too young and the father never makes an effort to “go get something for mom” so I’m just going to make myself happy by working on my project quietly. Oops! I forgot. I started ranting again. That’s no good. I’m going to go go run a half marathon now instead. A good sweat is what I need right now.
Have not commented for ages ;P.
Chins up ;). Ya, go ahead with whatever project that makes you happy. It is all about time management to find the time needed to do things that satisfy yourself ;P. Only you can make yourself feel good. Have a fantastic week ;P
Hello Greg, Long time no see! 🙂 My little project is going very well, thank you. I am super excited about it.
I wish I can say something that will comfort you, but I’m sorry, I can’t, because I’m feeling the same. I feel as if my husband and family is taking me for granted for the things that I’ve done. I don’t expect much from anyone to celebrate mother’s day with me… they never did, anyway. I’ll just be thankful if nobody gives me more work than it’s already is during mother’s day. All I need is a good, good rest. Too exhausting these days. 🙁 My 10th anniversary with my husband is coming soon in May too, and yet, I doubt he will make effort to celebrate with me. I daresay i’ll be sidelined again cuz the date coincide with some community stuff he’s involved in. 🙁 Sometimes… sometimes, i do understand why people have affairs… i mean, we need to feel appreciated, and we don’t always find it at home. 🙁
Cleffairy, its mostly the other way for me. Hubby always complains about not feeling appreciated. Hmm… I guess I should take that as a red light warning sign huh? My 10th is over last May. He did make some effort because I reminded him. 😛
ps: I came to your blog through Blogging Circle, btw. In case you’re wondering. *blush* first time comment oredi long winded… so paiseh.
Haha. No need to be paiseh. We are the same. Long winded souls. lol.
*sigh* I think i shud directly tell my husband this year that die die I wanna celebrate our 10th! Else, he wun take a clue!
Oh yes, do tell directly, no need to give clue one. 😉
*grumble* takkanlah nid to remind him kot… I mean, my hubby’s bday and our anniversary is just one day apart. *grumble* bday sendiri pun takkan tak ingat. *CRY*
Err… it happened to me before, forget my own birthday. lol.